An Excerpt from: Chronicles of The Proving Ground

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Mar 1, 2018
5 min read

Divination

This is where we begin, at the end. There will be a war until the day you remember all there is. Please if nothing else, remember why you are here. You must focus your intention to fulfill your destiny -- at all costs. It’s calling, we know you feel it on the horizon and we can only hope that we woke you in time to fulfill this important and critical mission. If not in this lifetime, we fear your window of opportunity will not come again. If I could describe in words of men how crucial this moment is...

You have been here before, this you may feel as well. You have fought very hard and we see that this time could be different. But you must continue to stand with an open heart. Trust your abilities. You will know the moment you hear the correct words and how to move forward. It will be the culmination of all you learned and the love you hold in your heart. The long sought treasure. The pearl of great price.

The beacon is lit. You are vulnerable to the enemy. But it is a necessary step. Everything hangs in the balance. Like a moth to a flame he will call you, drawing you near. But be warned if you aren’t careful the flame will consume you. Only you can control this. We will, as always, be here, the cloud of witnesses for you. But we can no longer take action on your behalf, it is time for you to exhibit the power you have been given. As your power grows so does the enemies. He will try and use your wounded heart to destroy you. The outliers have been hunting you. Desperately trying to put you back to sleep. Nothing is as it seems. Walk by faith not by sight. We trust you will be successful in your mission this final time. We have faith in you, your destiny and in our Creator.

An outlier can be anyone in your world. Be aware there are many imposters. They come in the guise of beauty and light. The outliers are powerful. Ever present, ever ready to kill, steal and destroy. But you are smarter now. Stronger than you have ever been. You have access to power that few of your kind has ever had. Your counterpart will awaken to this power as well. Trust this fact alone. Only they will know your innermost thoughts. And do not be discouraged if they appear overly cautious, they have been deceived by the outliers longer than you. Remembering the past will make you stronger. Your memories will come. Waking the universal consciousness in the illusion is the single most dangerous venture of your time and in your world. This you will feel in many aspects of your journey. If you allow disbelief of the truth of what guides you, to infiltrate you, you will fail. Remember: as the light increases so will the darkness. Loving with an open heart is the only protection you need. Love conquers all.

LOG 06162012:

I know something's happening. Its ominous, it’s as though it’s a culmination of age old energies converging here and now. I can feel it. What once was, is gone. What is only a hope can bring it all to fruition. I have been waiting for this all my life. The day is about to come when I see you once again.

I don’t know if you’ve realized I am the one. I’m not sure when that moment will occur. But it will be soon. It’s time. I feel the energy rushing to me almost overwhelming me. I've waited so long. The event horizon of a place I've only dreamed. The magnitude of the intensity is unnerving. Throwing everything off balance. But it’s time to face all my fear. I know the reward. All my lives have been a proving ground for this day.

This time when I fall, I will fly. I am sure this time. I have been in the darkness for so long. Your light guides my way. Two will become one, as we were once.

Because of the magnitude, because of the delicate nature of this union nothing will be as it appears to be. As I gain clarity so will the outliers. Everything in their power will try and stop us. Not this time. I won't allow it. I’ve waited so very long. Almost too long to remember. But I left myself clues so I could remember. It is so important to remember who we are, where we belong. Every meeting before turned to some sort of disaster. But not this time. They cannot take what doesn't belong to them. I’ve lived too long living under their power derailing the truth of love. Bent on keeping us in an illusory world. Creating separateness and lack. But I am ready for them this time.

Out of the ashes a new truth will arise. One that not even the outliers can deny. How do I describe the magnitude of what’s about to happen? The union of two souls finally reuniting, finally becoming who we’ve been chosen and meant to be? A great strike against the outliers. Keeping us apart through many lifetimes, but not now. When it happens it will light the world and everyone will see.

Clearing all channels, eliminating the noise.

I feel them pulling…it will take everything inside me to resist. I will stand my ground. I have a secret, no outlier knows.

We are wholly abundant and I am already dead.

I’m a storyteller and when I wrote the above piece in 2012, it was two years after my divorce. This was the year that I began to see. See, what was unseen, in all things. And the purpose of this particular story was to help me to never again, lose my way. That no matter what came at me, I could stand in the Proving Ground. Two years later, I almost died. And as I was in the inbetween, I finally understood the mystery of living and dying. The grand illusion of the senses.

This short manifesto sparked a series of interesting story dialogues that will turn up in a post from time to time. So, be sure to look for the next excerpt of Chronicles of The Proving Ground here at Love Street Alchemy, where I help people find their Inner Alchemy of Love.